memories still lingers...feeling emo all over again...
[listening to: if u're not the one..]
on my way home from sch...listening to my mp3...songs tt we use to love plays continuously one after another when i've alrdy set it to random....i tried changing song...end up it played songs tt are really sad and some how or other reminds me of u again...i just couldnt help it....tears just kept rolling once again....upon reaching home...ran to my room and broke down all over again....i tried not to tink of it...tried to stop it....tried all ways to let go and get over it....but it seems the harder i try...the more i tink bout u...ytd i cleared my room and finally removed our fotos from my table, shelf and bed... i was really reluctant to do so....as they're kinda attached and part of the room....but i'm left with no choice... looking at them makes me terribly upset but yet...it reminds me of the happy times we use to share and i would smile like a silly ger once again...but when i wake up from tt little dream and face the harsh reality...tears will rolls down again... i know i said and promised i'll let go and move on.....but....its not easy! it really isnt.....walking down the streets where we use to go...driving down the roads where we use to always pass by...going down to swensons at orchard..passing by the arcade...and many many more.....all of these reminds me of u.... we've shared too many memories....tt i just cant erase them all at once....or at least....not now.... pple say all i need is time...or just another guy.... but is it really tt simple?....time?....how long?...1 yr?...2 yrs?...10yrs? i really dunno....another guy?...wat if end of day..i still cant forget him and hurt the other?... i really dunno wat to do....im at a loss right now..i dun even know if the decision i just made recently is right or wrong... but i'll try alrite.....i'll tryy......
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my guy?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
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